Nothing Ever Happened.

29 Aug

I go through everyday putting myself down and not being able to accept the positive comments people give me because of what you said to me.
I hurt myself because i don’t think i’m good enough, because that’s what you told me.
I can’t look at myself in the mirror because you always told me i was ugly.
I don’t eat as much as i should because you said i was fat.
I think about what it would be like to be free from this world because you treated me as if i shouldn’t exist.

You just live your life like you never did anything wrong while i’m at war with myself constantly because of those things you said to me.

Words Hurt.

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One Response to “Nothing Ever Happened.”

  1. nurseinsomnia August 29, 2011 at 1:17 pm #

    Ur words quote my heart and soul. Beth I admire ur compassion and strength. U r a beautiful kind intellegent person inside and out. Great blog luv nurse insomnia

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