It’s A Journey.

20 Mar

On Monday i went to the doctors and i was put on propranolol to help control my anxiety. I was so worried about this course i was starting that i had to have something to calm me down, i was crying just thinking about starting this course, thinking of everything that could go wrong which is what i always do, which hopefully the medication can help me with over time.
The propranolol doesn’t seem to be working yet, but i hope it’ll have more of an affect after taking it for a while.

Today was the first day of the course, i got on quite well with one of the girls, but the others didn’t seem to take a ‘liking’ to me just yet, but maybe they’ll get to know me a bit more over time. I’m not even on this course for long.

I’m going to keep you guys updated because i’ve been asked to, and because i want to show people that you can move on, like me! 🙂

I’ll get better, and i’ll prove the bullies wrong.
Everything is going to be okay.

“Everything will be okay in the end, if it’s not okay it’s not the end”


3 Responses to “It’s A Journey.”

  1. Lyndalee Dustycress (@southpawokpoet) March 20, 2012 at 10:43 pm #

    Please it takes time for meds to wk.Think of them as tool, in your battle. God knows it is.You are winning. rest gently please. dusty

  2. oaktreeclinical March 20, 2012 at 11:22 pm #


    Thanks for the update! Keep up the great work! Your positive efforts and attitude are going to go a long way … they already have. Super news! 🙂

  3. Angel O'Fire March 21, 2012 at 6:43 am #

    Keep taking baby steps, you will find your way, keep doing as your doing and taking things as they come, I am sure that in time you will feel more relaxed in your course, and you will find your niche.
    Your right, everything will be ok in the end, and its not the end, keep going mate, you will get through this (((((hugs)))))))) Angel

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