Nobody said it was easy.

5 Nov

I’m so nervous! Start work placement this week!
First proper kind of job, i’m just so worried about the other people, that’s all i ever worry about.
I just don’t want to go through the bullying again, my nerves and worries have stopped me doing so much, but this time i’m gona give it a try. If i have any problems i know i can tell someone but i’m going in there telling myself that there aren’t going to be any problems. Everything will be fine.

I’m not letting the bullies stop me, i need to carry on and make something of myself. I carry this little teddy round with me everywhere that i got from somebody very special, so he’ll be travelling with me to work, and i’ll be okay.

Looking forward to this in a way, getting out and meeting people, instead of sitting at home all the time.

Wish me luck and stay strong, don’t let the bullies win, you’re better than them ❤


10 Responses to “Nobody said it was easy.”

  1. Vanessa Chapman November 5, 2012 at 4:28 pm #

    Good luck, I’m sure you’ll be fab! 🙂

    You have the right attitude about going in there telling yourself there won’t be any problems. Don’t go in there as a victim, go in there as a confident and capable young woman – you know the old saying about fake it till you make it? Even if you don’t feel strong and confident, try and find a way of giving that impression and eventually others, and more importantly yourself, will believe it!

    There’s a little tip if you’re in a room with others and feeling out of your depth – the thought to hold in your mind is “I know something that none of you know, I might decide to tell you, or I might not” – the expression you will have on your face when you have that thought will convey more confidence than you feel. It works, I’ve tried it!

    • hiddenbeth November 5, 2012 at 5:42 pm #

      Thank you for your comment lovely!!
      And thank you for your advice and support, means a lot.

      I shall try that, thank you!! 😀 xx

  2. Dazza November 5, 2012 at 7:07 pm #

    Your last few words said it all Beth. Always remember no matter how much the bullies try to bring you down that you are better than that. Don’t let them bring you down!

    I wish you every success with your work placement and don’t forget – you’ve always got us at Bullies Out to talk to.

    Go for it Beht! Go for it! 🙂


  3. pastorg16 November 5, 2012 at 8:33 pm #

    Your graphic at the bottom of your post says it all: believe and be strong. I have faith in you. I’ll be praying.

  4. Angel O'Fire November 5, 2012 at 8:38 pm #

    Bullies are who they are because we somehow allow them to continue to rule over us, for what ever reason, you are right you can do this, you have every right to live and LOVE life, those bullies who have and do pick on you are nothing but small minded little people who will never accomplish the things that they are giving you the strength to achieve, why are they giving you the strength? because honey their taunts and their picking has been the fuel that drives you to success, that success is to beat them and their total non compliance and utter disregard for themselves.
    One day they will look back and see what those they have picked on and followed have achieved whilst looking at themselves seeing what they have managed to acheive in the time they spent giving somebody else a hard time, and they will realise just how empty and shallow their entire beings really are, and then they will realise, just how shallow how small and how insignificant they are.
    You are stronger, bigger and better than those who pick on you, put you down and taunt you will ever be……..or could ever be!!
    Keep going forwards honey, you will get there, and look back as you stand proud, looking down at those who seem to think that they can stand over you!

    • hiddenbeth November 5, 2012 at 8:44 pm #

      Thank you so much for your comment, means a lot ❤
      *cuddles* xx

  5. Rhi November 5, 2012 at 9:50 pm #

    Hey Beth, well done you! I know that the someone special will be by your side every step of the way, and you can achieve anything you set your mind to. You have come so far already, and I’m so proud of you for everything you’ve accomplished and for not giving up 😀

    • hiddenbeth November 5, 2012 at 10:42 pm #

      😀 thank you lovely ❤ xxxx

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