So a few weeks ago i started a course, it’s in Careers Wales, i’m so glad i started it! It’s only a small group which is great for me, i was scared at first but it’s great now, the people that run the course are so lovely and so supportive. We finish the course in a few weeks though and go onto work placement, i don’t want to leave now. All of the people on the course are nice too 🙂
On Monday we went on a trip to an outdoor activity centre, i did the ‘leap of faith’, it was scary but i couldn’t wait to do it! I had an amazing day and it was the best day i have had in a very long time!
I can’t wait to start work placement, i’m nervous but excited at the same time.
I feel much more confident now, so thank you to everyone that has helped me!
Stay Strong ❤
Next week i have to take the biggest step i’ve taken for a while, i’m starting a course to get training for a job.
Just thinking about it makes me want to cry because i am so nervous!
I don’t even know if i’ll be able to go at the moment because my anxiety is so bad. I’ll just burst out crying when i get there otherwise.
I am comfortable with the place where the course is because i have been there before, but i don’t know the people. If there is someone there that i know i will be fine, but there probably wont be.
I was hoping to get some medication to control my anxiety before i go, does anyone know of anything that would help?
I really want to do this course but i am just so scared of other people because of what happened when i was in school, i know that it wont be the same as school but there could still be horrible people and that’s what i’m scared of.
I don’t want to carry on like i am anymore because i’m tired of not doing anything because of how people have treated me. I want to prove the people wrong, and show them that i am going to make something out of myself, and i am going to get somewhere in life, even though they did try to stop me.
They carry on their lives like nothing happened and they forget about me, i want to carry on my life and try to forget about them, i know i probably will never fully forget about them, but i want to try.
I just really hope that the other people don’t judge me like people in school did. Yes i am quiet but the more i get to know you the louder i become.
This is such a massive step for me if i do actually do it!